chemistry class does make some chemistry with meh..:))

it was d tym of a monortinous winter evening.. i was on my way to my chem coaching class..!!
ws baggy n onn wid my walkman.. was waitin for my frnd @ d janak puri market..!.." DARN.!
omg .." shish..!! wow.." kinky smile" . these were d emotions i went through when i fortuitously saw my latest crush .. @ market.. wow she went in some chemist shop.. i stand still there @ momment..!!:)
darn..! my frnd came.. n v were olready 5 minz late 4 d class..!! she came out of d shop.. wid her dat sweetdimple on her cheeks..:) bt..fish.. she didnt noticed me..!! wow .. i every emotion ws over....
pheww..!! den wid dat thng v went too our class..!! bt smbdy said it write..
" destiny acts as aa cupid smtyms.:D.." n guess what our chem class ws canceled..:) wuuhuu..!!
v rush our bikes too market.. 2 our own known adda( get 2 gether place,) n guess what she ws still there with her frndz.. @ d same place..!!wow.. v parked our bikes arnd 100 mt from them.. i saw her with kinky sight.. she ws standing n gigling arnd.. damn.. i ws totly red blushin away the glory..!! :)

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oomy god.. v jst had eye cantact.. she gave me smile ..wooow..!! man ( i gt uo in another world.) haha..!!
though v were silent dere after.!!
damn. i was just opp to her.. standin wid groups of some 4 loafers. n she wid 2 more beuties..bt i ws only concentrating on her.:PP hehe.. !.:) i ws on cloud 9..!!

m feelin hell!!

i dnt knw y everytym it olways hapen wid me.....
everytym its only me who has to suffer....feelin lyk a looser... dnt knw y did dis 2 me,,...i helpd cared support,..n ws dere everytym ....bt stil nw m lyk a 4gotent frnd y d hell den v tokd.... til 4-5 in ni8 if dis is d future..i olways respcted d feelings..
bt y took me li8ly bt i ws nt....y d hell he came...n tok her away..........
n she 4got ol...d wormth bw us....n never cared 4 me ever aftr..:((((.....
m nw lyk dead soul..jst dyiend 2 hear my name by her voice...n her sweet smile!!wich used 2 madde my day!!...
where r u ????plzz dnt do dis... i needu!!:((
at least tok wid me b my frnd dats ol i wont...
i dnt want 2 loose ..u y u behavin lyk stranger.....
plzzz dnt do dis...im getin crazy widout u...
insane....totaly distrb....getin hell lot of problem...plzzz become lyk u olways been!!plzzzzz